The real light that led me to my Catholic home was the doctrine of
transubstantiation–the change of the substance of the bread and wine
into the substance of the body and blood of Our Lord at the consecration
in the Mass. That is the doctrine which has proved a stumbling block
and a rock of offence to so many souls. It has been mocked, derided and
denounced by so many of the wise men of the world, as unreasonable,
unphilosophical, a denial of the evidence of the senses and as
altogether preposterous, yet it was that doctrine that landed me in the
bosom of the Church. And, where, you will ask, did I, being a Protestant
at the time, get that doctrine from? The answer, perhaps, will prove
still more of a puzzle. My thanks for the doctrine are due to the
Episcopal Book of Common Prayer, the Old and New Testaments and, it is
humbly believed and trusted, to the grace of God...
One morning, after receiving Communion–it was no sacrament, but
God's mercy, I solemnly believe, sent a special grace with it–a light,
like a flash from Heaven, burst upon my poor soul. It was like the sun
suddenly beaming through a rift in the dark storm cloud. It was no
miracle, but it was a distinctive grace. It could have been nothing
else. Instantly the whole doctrine of the Incarnation in all its offices
and functions bearing upon man's fall and his redemption and
sanctification opened to my perception. The absolute necessity, in the
scheme of salvation, for the literal interpretation of our Lord's words
in the sixth chapter of S. John seemed irrefutable to me, and justified
beyond cavil the doctrine of the Catholic Church as to
transubstantiation.
Roads to Rome
William Markoe