He also had many visions when he said Mass, and when he was drawing
up the constitutions he had them with great frequency. He could now
affirm this more easily because every day he wrote down what passed
through his soul and he had it now in writing. He then showed me a
fairly large bundle of writings and allowed me to read a good part of
them. Most were visions that he saw in confirmation of parts of the
constitutions, at times seeing God the Father, at other times all three
Persons of the Trinity, at other times Our Lady who interceded and at
other times confirmed.
In particular he spoke to me about certain decisions over which he
had said Mass each day for forty days, each day with many tears. The
question was whether the churches would have any income and whether the
Society could make use of that.
(The question concerned the degree of poverty the Society of Jesus
would embrace, specifically whether the houses and churches of the
Society should be permitted to have any fixed income. Ignatius decided
not to allow a fixed income.)
The habit which he observed while he was drafting the Constitutions
was to say Mass each day and to present the point that he was treating
to God and to pray about it; he always said the prayer and the Mass with
tears.
The Autobiography of St. Ignatius LoyolaJohn C. Olin
Reprinted from
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